Soooo... Here I am, five months pregnant and still slightly in denial I think. I know that may sound strange, but I think first off, you have to understand me. I am not one of those people who thinks pregnancy is a "miracle" or a "blessing" or that the little bit of pee that sneaks out when I sneeze is "precious". I'm not one of those women who will have a baby and then suddenly feel that my life is complete. My life was pretty darn good before I got pregnant, and while I know that this baby will add joy to my life, it is not going to complete my life. I try to remain as realistic as possible because if I start to become UN-realistic, let's face it, I'm only setting myself up for disappointment. And besides, this ain't my first rodeo! I know that along with all the smiles and joy babies bring, they also bring sleepless nights, throw up, spit up, poop, pee, colic, tantrums and eventually puberty (which I will also blog about on this page). Every once in a while I have a moment of clarity when I fully accept I am pregnant and I realize that is in store and I get sooo anxious! Mostly, I figure I'll deal with it when he (yes, it is another boy) gets here. Don't worry, I don't go out drinking or smoking crack or anything like that and I'm not going to give birth on a toilet seat or anything. I do realize I'm pregnant, I just don't think about what's to come...yet.
So, on that note... I will tell you about the name of my blog.
A little over a month ago I woke up to find that suddenly my belly was sticking out. Ummmm.... okay. I had literally gone to bed the night before with it looking one way, and woke up the next morning with a gut. That lead me to ask, is this the baby, or the burrito I ate last night? I really couldn't tell. My friends said it was maybe a little of both, but looking back, I'm pretty sure it was the baby... because it has NEVER gone back down! I'm not sure why that stuck with me all this time, but it has so that is the name of my blog.
By the way, thank goodness I am FINALLY out of that awkward stage where people are never quite sure if I'm pregnant, or if maybe I need to stop eating donuts.
So, I guess that will be it for this blog. I'm sure I'll write more as more comes up. I have a blog I wrote on another site I will probably add to this just because it is so relevant, however it is a bit vulgar so I will try to clean it up a bit before posting. And on THAT note... happy Monday to anyone who may have accidentally found this as I am not sending it out to friends and family quite yet!!
So, on that note... I will tell you about the name of my blog.
A little over a month ago I woke up to find that suddenly my belly was sticking out. Ummmm.... okay. I had literally gone to bed the night before with it looking one way, and woke up the next morning with a gut. That lead me to ask, is this the baby, or the burrito I ate last night? I really couldn't tell. My friends said it was maybe a little of both, but looking back, I'm pretty sure it was the baby... because it has NEVER gone back down! I'm not sure why that stuck with me all this time, but it has so that is the name of my blog.
By the way, thank goodness I am FINALLY out of that awkward stage where people are never quite sure if I'm pregnant, or if maybe I need to stop eating donuts.
So, I guess that will be it for this blog. I'm sure I'll write more as more comes up. I have a blog I wrote on another site I will probably add to this just because it is so relevant, however it is a bit vulgar so I will try to clean it up a bit before posting. And on THAT note... happy Monday to anyone who may have accidentally found this as I am not sending it out to friends and family quite yet!!
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